You know who you are!!!

Ok so I am really not sure what this blog is gonna be about, but I just know that I need to ramble so here I go.

Have you ever been on the phone with a friend and just talking about general things.. life friends, work, school, family, and never thought twice about the things you were saying. Until the next day when a true friends calls you to give you the exact details of the convo you had the night previous??? Yeah will if this has happened to you then this is what I have to say:

GROW UP!!!! Find something interesting to talk about in your own life!! Just because I have shared information with you, does NOT make it your business!! I hope this is going throught clearly!!! From now on if you so choose to call me you can leave out all personal questions about myself and my life as I will NOT be sharing any more details with you!! If you want to talk to me about your life thats great, because unlike others I will not do this to you nor have I ever done this to you!! It isn't my place to discuss your business with other people!!!!!

Now I am over that and moving on! Work is going really great. I am now currently employed at the Sports & Social Club located on 4th Street Live. It is going to be amazing!! I get to go to work and party all night long! Who could ask for more! I'm sure that sleep will be compromised, but going to work and enjoying it is worth it to me!

Well I believe that my rambling session is over, and I have lots to do. So until next time!! <3

How I really feel about things...

Ya know, it's really hard for me to adjust to new ideas and new situations. I am a person who doesn't like change. I learn to accept it, but in general I don't like it. So when my world started crashing down around me I too came crashing down... But now I feel like I am back on top. Don't ask what changed to make it this way, because I have no idea, and frankly don't care! lol..
It is so amazing to me how it all just came back together. For so long I have felt lost, and irresponsible for letting it get that way. And now, I feel like I can do anything. I no longer live life by anyone elses standards, but my own. Which is great. I have no one else to please but my son and God. Today in English we had a pretty heated discussion about why some people go to church is for socialization purposes only. I feel terrible saying that I don't go to church, but I do feel like I have a relationship with him. I mean he blessed me with Peyton, so he must like me.. right??
I dunno what I am trying to say in this blog, but rambling just seems right to me. lol... Well this weekend was amazing. Not only did I spend time with majority of my friends, but my family as well. I got to see Logan, which is always fun! That child cracks me up! He is getting so big so fast its scary!. I am getting closer to my already close friends, and even the ones that I have grown apart from.
Friends aside, there is James. I know a lot of my friends and family dislike him, but the way I see it is like this:
He makes me happy. He makes me feel good about myself, and he loves me. I love him. This is all that matters to me. He is the father of my son, and I am thankful that he is Peyton's dad. He is very open-minded and caring. No one can see this because they can't get past all the stupid decisions he has made in the past. Honestly I have I hard time getting over the decisions he has mades as well, but with him the good weighs out the bad.. I know that this probably pisses people off, but the way I see it is you have no right to be pissed off at who I love. For those who truly care about me and my feelings should only want me to be happy right?? Thats the way I think it should be anyways.
Ok well my rambling session is over and so is Peytons nap! So I'll get back at ya later!!

Hello again.. well today was my last day at Connextions!!!! I can't even to begin to tell you how exciting that is for me!! If you have ever worked in a call center then you know what I'm talking about... Fot the most part it was an easy job, and the people were amazing, but when you sit in a 4'x4' cubicle and talk on the phone you could go crazy! Past due for a change, thats why i got my new job!! I am soo fortunate to have found my new job in todays economic crisis.

I am looking so forward to starting this new job!! It is going to be so much fun! I mean who wouldn't want to work at 4th Street Live? It should be really interesting. But thats exactly what I am looking for, something that I am excited to do. I will have the opportunity to meet so many new people. Its gonna be great!

So my friends are coming over tonight! It should be really fun.. I'm making cookies and brownies. Cause thats what friends do right? Eat junk gossip and smoke way too many cigarettes? lol well thats what we do! You know I am starting to wonder if there is anyone greater than my friends. They are wonderful.. always cracking me up, and always have a story to tell. Its great.

Well everyone is starting to show up.. I'll have to post another one to let ya know how our night goes! later gators!!!